Sunday, November 25, 2007

The way it should be

I made love to my husband this morning and it was that perfect kind of love. The way you always imagine sex being between you and your husband! A real connection.

All day I have only been able to think that that is the way making a baby should be done! I should be able to have amazing, beautiful sex with the man I love and have a miracle as a product of that love. Why does it have to be tainted!? Why does it have to be filled with expectation, fear, doubt and dissapointment!?

I'm ready for my miracle.

I'm ready to enjoy my husband again.

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